I felt so much for so long and now I don’t find anything,
Stuck in deciding between the diverging paths,
Should I take the Right side where nothing is Left…
Or take the Left side where nothing is Right..
Either of the ways remind me that I don’t belong there ,
Staying here neither makes me that I belong here ,
I don’t belong here ..
Everything that I start turns out grey ,
And I go out of way ,
Is it only with me ,
I wonder looking the ceiling that things would change,
but it never does,
Nothing hurts me anymore cause am just used to that shit,
I don’t belong here
Everyone act like they really care ….
But they really fkn don’t care ….
People act like they love me !.
I am Ok with it ,
But having this cycle over , over and over…..
Drops me into the ocean of numbness.…
Where I don’t find any real soul around me ,
Hurts me but am used to it !! : )